Saturday, January 22, 2005

Happy day!

Bleahz... haha! I'm feeeling sooo happy... sooo sooo happy!
hehez...

Well.. today went to this women's mental health seminar at York Hotel... yes... its a York Hotel... It doesnt have ANY windows other then those stuck up at the penthouse...
(boring.. yawnz)
Whatever is up with them holding up half the sky?.... Its kinda empty.... full of air... but contains birds though... birds contain bird-brains... lolz!
joking! joking! kidding ok? dont kill me... I love you...

After that.. we went around to munch and chomp on err... I forgot... oh yeah... Long John Silvers... with the totally grumpy and sulky counter personnel..
Then! we walked, and we walked, and we walked..... till we ended up at Border's Coffee Bean.... Haha... We talked about every single thing under stuff under the sun.... From Dominatrix, Lesbian Farms, to... ok.. I guess that could actually occupy us for a couple of hours.. lolz

Then Sarah or Jia Ying popped up this question about "what was your first impression of X" where X is Sarah, Jia Ying, Her or me...

bleahz.. then it came to mine impression of Her to me...
Actually, I didnt have much strong impression of her when I came into the class, coz I was like still heavily involved in some AJ issues...
But.. after that stuff was resolved, I began noticing that there was one particular gal who stood out amidst the others... she is really funny to talk to, and is very smart too! On top of that, she looked really cool as well...
That is when I became her blogfan... heez... I love to read her blogs... its always so cute and its alwayz written in impressible english..
Till.. I stumbled upon her entry... July 2003...

Then I realized that I actually liked her.. coz... I felt like scolding that guy for leaving her... then... I wished that I could be there.. at that time to comfort her....
I felt a strange sting of jealousy.... I'm not sure why... maybe its because I wished that she could like me too...

That was in October... I didnt had much time to thing it over, while examination and other depressing matters took me over...
Moreover.. at that time I was rather confused as well...

well... it was all the way till Christmas did I pluck up to courage to tell her that somebody actually likes her...
I thought that I could bring it over in a subtle way... but... well... maybe... it wasnt so subtle after all.. hahaz...

I like her...
I love her....

Impossible? Some people might say... but... well.... only one word to tell those people... Ha!

Sometimes she responds... sometimes she just keep quiet... but silence means consent right? yupz...

I love her... =D

I LOVE HER!!

bleahz.. hehez














Okok.. I jus scrolled all the way down coz my parents were staring in my direction... I think I'm in trouble....

haha... so happy... spent so so so much time with her today... just her and me!
Dunno if I should thank Jia Ying and Sarah for pang seh-ing us half-way to KFC...
haha.. i guess so! THANK YOU!!

bleahz...

But most of all.. thank you, you know who you are! =)



Today's Interesting Fact:
1) Mageiricophobia is the intense fear of having to cook.
2) Papaphobia is the fear of Popes.
3) Caligynephobia is a fear of beautiful women.
(pretty dumb fears if you ask me... well.. considering number 3) if you would dump Sarah in that categary... yupz... I have c.a.l.i.g.y.n.e.p.h.o.b.i.a)



I love ya...
I knew I love ya...
I know I love ya....
For healing my heart once again...

Love,
-Kyo-

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